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JOAN TAN ZI HUI .
Studying her final year at Chung Cheng High Yishun, I aim to be a Psychologist, before moving on Korea and trying to meet Jeong Yunho and tell him I love him. I have a pair of arms, a pair of legs, a pair of eyes, a nose, a mouth, a torso, hair, and to top it off, i have a voice just for me. But all these are empty shells if i am devoid of feelings. So, enjoy my daily rants, boring or not.

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Thursday, December 17, 2009






My morning was ruined, totally.

You were letting your sensitivity kill you, you know.



Sigh.




At first i had drafted a mental copy of a long post, ranting and ranting all over again.



When i sat and gazed for a while, i realised, it didn't matter. There is absolutely no need to post such a long draggy thing, when i can no longer describe it in words.


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Sunday, December 06, 2009

Help !! For everyone! HELP!!



Please take this survey! It is of utmost importance that i collect the results fasttttt!




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Tuesday, November 24, 2009






Spiralling Away.




Suddenly i feel very lost. What can I do to make myself happy? I have no idea as well. I have no idea as to how the rest of the holiday is going to turn out. I have no idea how am i going to find work. I have absolutely no idea.




And the answers i've been looking for aren't found at all. Sigh.




Painting my nails to try and make myself focused. Instead i found myself in a state where my head is suddenly spinning. Hope I won't get dizziness OTW to Korea and of course not on the trip itself.



I didn't know looking for jobs can induce such stress on me. LOL.


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Sunday, November 22, 2009





I'm Thinking...



Why are folks around who REALISED i have ended my exams asking me whether i have a job? Is it SO not normal to have a job? Hello, I'm bloody 16. And i can still have a very good choice of whether i can go out there and have a booorrrinnnggg job or i can do WHATEVER i want. Ass, seriously when they pester me and pelt me with questions like "Eh, why you no job huh?" "Why you DON'T WANT A JOB?" and especially "Why you never go find a job?"

I know i'm being rude and mean in all kinds of ways, but it doesn't make sense to me, seriously, why must there be a rush to find a job. I want to SLOWLY look for a job that i like, and i want a job that includes some friends! That is my fun of having a JOB in MY AGE. Its not like i'm a 20+++ OR 30++ Unemployed and living off my parents that kind of people. I'm still 16. Let me have my OWN choice of what i wanna do for my holidays yeah!? And even if i get a job now, i also have to wait till my trip to korea has ended ya?! LOL.


Esp the last question, WHY you never go find a job. I AM TRYING? I also don't need to advertise to the whole world whether i'm going to get a job.


Okay i'm mean. Hahaa. Because you don't visit us very often. Ngrahhh. So i'm being unfair. HAHA.






Anyway yesterday i went w/ mom to do some shopping for the Korea trip! Yayyyyyy!



I bought a BLACK beanie (Yay again! I love beanieeeeeeesssss! ) and Joyce, before hurriedly rushing off to meet her friends, just slipshod-edly chosen a beanie with that kinda ball on the end (IDK why, she has a weird fetish for it. Its okay la! I've seen nicer beanies with that ball on the end, but she still anyhow chose one and ran off. Rahh.)

Also bought those kinda Beverly Hills or whatever its spelt, so i won't slip like mad when skiing ;D



I went to my grandmother's house next. Apart from getting a Voodoo doll from Janelle's trip in Thailand (Thank you, i chosen the one with the google eyes! Stop laughing at me now. I love ridiculous things ;D), i also got ridiculed by my comment on one of the Prom night photos BY MY COUSIN. Super KPO. Shall deepfry him, the soak him in HCl and NaOH. Concentration shall be the highest i can find.


"Eeeee your prom night photos hor, super Er Xin can?" Simon(e) With the extra E to make him more feminine -.- Gay.


"WHAT !? WHY!!!!"

"What Volleyballers turned rockers!? Yucks." Simon(E)


"Grahhhh" as i walked over to him menacingly, i remembered that i cannot be violent and anyway he'll whack me back -.- so i just RAHHHHHed very loudly at him and turned away.


Next thing i knew he aimed a kick at my ass. ASSHOLE HOR YOU.





Nevermind. I'll have my own revenge!!!! I'll sharpen my kicking skills and become so fast at it... Oh no. Cannot be violent!!! ;( Nevermind. Think of more tactical approaches to bullying this stupid Simone who has been tormenting all of us since young :(




Shall scoot off to Neopets! Sorry blog for neglecting you and running off to Twitter anyway. It's short and sweet but can never contain as much info as you! I still love you a lot blog!! And to the readers i have (IF ANY ! )




Byeeeeeeee~



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Thursday, November 19, 2009





And It's Over.



It has been like, total freakout before prom. During prom i was still fretting like hell, because my hair was like bad, and whatever!!!

Then after prom, i was wishing it would restart all over again.




Too bad it didn't. I remember i was bemoaning the fact that prom should have been like one more week later!!! LOL. When i'm almost ready to go KR anyway ^^



Yesterday, the girls are ALL SO GORGEOUS. Check out Veron, Stacia, Mellissa, Yiting, Anna, CHARMAINE, ETC.



And of course Lady KaKa was there too ^^



Oh gosh.




To the VOLLEYBALLLLLEERRRS


HEY THERE!!! It's been like months since we've played together! From secondary one, gelling together as a team, working hard during training, crying during matches ETC. Remember Mrs Goh's quote? The ball is round, the game can be anyone's game. I'm so glad you all are there, and we'd really great fun at times!!!! LOVE YOU GUYS!



To the Insiders!!!

Yo GIRLS! :D It's been fun and all doing stupid stuff! HAHAHAHAA. TKL ENT is so gna rock like hell! WHEN ARE WE GOING TO START PRODUCING OUR MVS, MANAGER~??? HAHAHAHAA.
To mell, YOU BURPER!! :D Thanks for EVERYTHING!!!! You seriously filled my days with lots of laughter hor! YOUR SUPER FUNNY LAUGHTER! :D:D ANNA, THANKS GIRLLLLLLYOOOO FOR SHARING MY PROBLEMS ETCCCC! HAHAHA. I bet your're like freaking happy about last night right albeit Paiseh ;O !! LOLLLLL. Got evidence you two are freaking PS one hor. ^^ Pearlyn!!!! YOOOOOOO. I know one line from you is "JOAN OMG STOP DISTURBING ME" AHHAHAHA! :D Seriously cute leh youuuuuz! xDDD KAILING, You can be totally considered my mother!! Helping me with so many stuff!!! Kamsahamnida!!!! I feel okay and at peace to share a lot of stuff with you!!! :D Charmaine! SISTERRRRRR!!! Thanks for everyythingggggzzzzzz! You are JB should go tgt horrrrr :D:D HAHAHAAAA. SMILE PRETTY!!! You were FREAKING GoRgEoUsSSSSSSSS YESTERDAY! *Nosebleeds* HAHAHA. KAINING, KAININININININININI!!!!!!! :D you always know the better way out at times!!! It's ok to talk to you about stuff and having you analyze it and stuff :D:D:D HAHAHAA. And Dont WHACK ME LEEEE :( YSTD you punch me so pain :'( HAHAHA. YITING!! OMG JAGIYAAAA! You are seriously a very important part of my life!!! Thanks for all the advice, and you unconditionally offering your help and stuff!!! I'm a bodoh when it comes to alot of stuff, and i'm glad that i have angels surrounding me all the time like YOU, to help me !!!! :D Stacia! Hyukjaeeee rocks to the max! :) No la i wont snatch hyukjae from you!!! :D:D Thanks for the cute card you've given me the previous time!!!! :D It's been fun fun fun with you around!!! :D




Gosh. I am so freaking tired after writing so long on insidersssss. I'll finish what i'm supposed to do on Neopets and start drafting my HTML on my blogskin ^^


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Tuesday, November 17, 2009





Paranoia




I'm freaking scared . Tomorrow's the night!


I'd better stay in home more after prommy! Then and then i would be able to help out with the KR stuff. And, I can have a try to do up my blogskin. HEEHEE.


Joyce suggested me taking a brilliant shot during Korea. I'll try see if i'll get any nice shots during PROM. Not possible eh!!! Nevermind. That ones that i look horrid in all save for memory and laughters? ^^




People of the world tomorrow, please don't comment. Keep it to yourselves. I believe everyone is going to be wonderful on the last night we all can hang out together.



Adieu, people of the world.


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